up a hill. don't know any other way of doing it but trying hard to find a better way. Just around the corner is a person who invented the wheelbarrel! You are woman wants nsa trying to reinvent the wheel but have not even thought about something like a wheelbarrel. don't work harder to repair your marriage; work smarter. Only suggested if you REALLY want to try and not go through the motions. Too proud to say maybe someone or some material is out there to help. You fix your computer on your own or your car? What makes you think you can do it on your own without even a? Even the professional mechanic relies on manuals and specialized tools. You with your bare hands have tried but trying without the right tools is a waste and you should quit/divorce if you continue this way of fixing it! You think your case is special? It is repeated over and over; so slowly over decades answers have been found to work if a person is really willing to try and not just go through the motions. Just an observation not a judgement all out of that.